ok... guess if u are still reading my blog in the past, u would have thought that i may evaporated from tis world... lols... so long since i last blogged... ya... but ya... nth much to read... actually we dun have to read others blog to noe wat others are doin right nw... if we are realli concerned abt the others, we are always jus a sms away from each other...

so high tech nw... gt sms, msn, e-mail... everything and anything u can think of oso can use to communicate... ya... today i'm jus bored... finally my tis 10 wks of studies is over... jus finished my exam ytd and nw its a long 3 wks break for us to rest and then another stressful 10 wks of studying again... lols... though life have not been easy in shatec since i started sch on 6th april... it was more than wat i expected... i thought everyday we would jus go to sch and cook and cook and cook... but no lo... gt alot other things to learn de lo... haha... i have been enjoying it...

my life still wa boring as it is 10 yrs ago... everyday go sch, come home, work, exercise... 4 things that i have been doing since i was 10 yrs old... actually i wan a change in my life... like wat my msn nick says...
contention is happiness... dun ask for wat others can do for u, but wat u can do for the others...

kkz... actually b4 tis post i took time off to write a few posts but everytime after i finish writing... i will jus delete it... is there any1 who cares to even read and think?? i dun think so... everytime i blog means its another sad moment for mi... why do i have to be such a nice fren, a nice guy, a nice brother... life isn't fair to any1 and it will never be... accept the fact and face the truth...

BF's SHOULD DO.
☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"
☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"
☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"
☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"
☆~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
☆~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday/anniversary dates to tell her you love her
☆~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you
☆~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick
☆~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

halo ppl... dam dam long time i have not update or write anything le... i dun have much things to update...everything that is happening to mi nw is veri veri boring...everyday go back to camp...do the same thing...

sometimes realli do things till veri sian...look into my phonebook...finding a person who i can chat with...guess wat happen next...i found NONE...no 1... not even 1 person...actually i oso dunno wat i wan sometimes...

at times i think that money is the most impt thing in life...but sometimes i think that having some1 beside mi seems more impt...i guess i have an ans nw...i need some1...i need some1 who is willing to acc mi thru...some1 willing to forget abt my past...some1 willing to face the problems tgt with mi...who will the person be??? in tis world nw... i dun have high hopes...

ppl are betraying another person's trust so easily...forget abt how gd ppl treat them...how to have faith in ppl??? how to trust some1??? times is realli needed to build the trust between human...

Do u believe that every1 living on tis earth is alone.. wat i mean is that every1 come onto tis world alone from ur mum's womb.. then u grow up alone..

even if u have frens, u have dears, u have buddies, so wat?? dun tell mi u dun feel lonely at all since the day u are born.. but different ppl have different ways of overcoming tis loneliness..

some ppl may go shop.. some may go pubbing/clubbing.. some may stick to their dears.. some may jus get their heads down into gaming.. i dunno wat u will do to overcome tis loneliness.. but wat i wan to say is no matter how crowded ur surrounding may be.. there's surely a place deep in ur heart where u will feel loneliness sometimes somewhere..

ppl always like to say that they will not be able to survive if they lose something/some1 in their life.. i have nv believe in tis sentence cos i noe no matter wat happen, that person will still need to carry on his/her daily work.. they may be sad, they may be worried, they may not be able to concentrate at work, but after 1yr or 2.. they will get used to their new life and maybe even forget u.. so dun think that u r that impt.. without u they will still live on happily..

watever is it.. i hope all people out there will have a happy future in front of them.. gd luk ppl.. take care..

love is like a cup of drink...
1 person drinking it will taste BITTER....
2 person drinking it will taste SWEET....
but 3 person sharing it will taste SOUR...

tis pharse comes from a show... chn 8 drama... jus wan u guys to know its never gd to be 3rd party in relationship and break up others... hope every1 in tis world will find some1 suitable for them and happily be tgt... treasure ppl... dun regret...

hi ppl... i'm actually super super dam free since 7th oct... and that is actually y i didn't post anything.. cos everyday's life was goin back to camp to slp... go home @ 6pm... then work till morning.. and back to camp to slp... super sian and boring... realli realli no life..

then jus when i was working.. suddenly saw my sec sch fren signed in his msn... saw his pic and suddenly realised how long we have not seen each other... how long have i been hiding in my own world.. how long have i not meet up with sec sch frens... my poly frens?? my bmtc frens?? i guess every i have not step into town area for yrs!!! and oso not watch a movie into SG cinema for YRS!!! lols...

in SG, whenever i think abt goin out i will think thrice... even the transport fee can be as expensive as $6... wat the!! nw bus fee is $0.72 per trip and that is like the cheapest liao...anything further than 3.2km is more ex... ppl like mi will never afford to enjoy life in SG!!!! i made a promise to myself... jus earn enuff money and in future rent out the hse that i have and go m'sia to enjoy life... jus find some village and stay there to enjoy my life...

anyway was thinking back... suddenly alot alot of my sec sch event went thru my mind... since the 1st day of sch... when i 1st walked into the sch, i happened to c my primary sch fren and so "zhun" that we are goin to be in the same class... and my wonderful sec sch life started off since then... i will never ever forget how we get ourselves into trouble, fighting, soccer, playing hide and seek, volleyball, goin for lunch with our favourite teacher, skipping lesson/sch, make teacehers angry till she & he dun wan come to teach us... LOLS!!! since sec 3 i have not open my science textbk.. cos i dun even have a teacher since sec 3 till i was sec 5... lols... dunno how i manage to pass my science... haha... but still manage to get C6... lousy la but beta than failing... won't forget that my D&T (design & technology) teacher MRS KHOO... she give birth to 3 babies within the 5 yrs... i'm sad for her though... cos at that time they giving birth to more babies still not out yet... so she nv gt the bouns from government.. LOLS!!! she gt 4 children in total.. 2 gals 2 boys.. cute children...

we always make teachers angry but by the end of the day i guess they have more happy times spent with us than with other classes... when they go other classes i dun c the smile that we bring to their faces... they are always so strict and so stressed.. but whenever they come our class.. they will always have tis smile on their face or they will pull their black long face... its surely either a happy day or an angry day for them... lols... though most of the time they are angry... but after sch time... when we sit down for lunch/tea break.. when we chat with them then they will realised that actually we are not the bad students like we are during lesson...

jus a lot of wonderful memoeries flashes in my mind.. how many times police came to my sch cos of us... lols... but we always dun get into trouble... cos all the teacher will help us out... haha... i wan to say a big THANK YOU to my sec sch teachers... they realli let mi and my class enjoyed our sec sch life... if i can go back in time i will still make the same decesion to study in NA ( normal adce) and not express... cos my class jus rocks... i will never ever forget the 5 happiest yrs in my life...

ok... dun talk le.. take care ppl.. niteZZ!!!! though i not slping but u ppl betea get more rest... take care of ur our health...

hi all readers out there.. so long i haven been blogging.. dunno how to start and oso dunno wan write wat.. everytime i type alot alot but in the end i still pressed the "X" on the top right of the screen.. so i jus kept thinking of alot of some simple life issue but i'm hardly able to find answer to the questions..

ummm... actually i envy ppl who gt their loved ones beside them.. i have been thinking if getting rich but spending the money alone when i'm old was a choice of mine.. or i can give up my million dollar dream and jus quietly spend the rest of my life with some1 who i loved??

it has always been my dream to earn my 1st million dollar.. but right nw at this moment i guess i shld reconsider wat i realli wan in life.. spending the rest of my life slping on a golden bed or spending my rest of my life with some1 i loved peacefully.. i guess when the right person comes along my life, i will choose the 2nd choice.. but then after so many betray in relationships that i come across i realli dunno if i still have confident to realli commit myself again..

i hate ppl who dun care abt their loved 1s.. i dislike ppl who jus take things for granted as if every1 owes them a living.. i jus envy why they can enjoy their life like that and yet ppl like us have to suffer alone and no 1 even bother to ask..

u think i like to work like dog day in day out??
u think i like to stay up late in the night everyday to work??
u think i like to spend my wkend at home working??
u think i dun wan to spend time goin out to have fun with my frens??
u think i like to have NO life??

alot of things in life in beyond our control.. we cannot have control over all the things ard us.. wat we have to learn is to accept and learn fast to suit into the life we are in.. fittest survive in the world.. everywhr u go is the same.. no matter wht u are no matter wat job u are working in.. jus learn to be calm no matter wat happen and learn fast..

life will not always goes our way.. if our life is so smooth then i believe we have nothing much to rmb when we are old.. we will not have stories to tell to our grand children when they visit us..

watever lies in my future i will accept it and face it with no fear.. cos i noe i cannot run away from fate.. face it and solve the problems along the way.. i oso hope that ppl out there will treasure and love their loved 1s.. dun wait till when u have no more chance then u regret.. dun always think that there's tml.. u won't noe wat will happen the every next second.. heart attack?? car accident?? everything can happen.. so dun wait to do things for ur loved 1s.. a simple action can warm their heart the whole day..

actually nth much to say... jus wan say i hope everything cango back in time and i will surely treasure ppl ard mi.. though we always say we will treasure them and we love thhem alot... but how much do we realli care??

how much do we realli put in the effort to think abt them and treasure them?? i believe onli we have the answer to tis question ourselves.. i hope u will not make the same mistake that i made...

treasure the ppl u loved and oso treasure the ppl who loves u.. dun nelegect any of them and onli noe it when u lost them..

halo all... long time bo update but i hope that tis post can actually help ppl out thr and hope ppl will learn something after reading tis post...

i'm jus watched the movie "2 young"... was on chn 8 jus nw.. so i thought it was jus another love story.. but i was wrong.. its is indeed a love story movie.. but then its involves alot alot teaching in it... maybe some ppl cannot c the teaching that the movie is showing but then i will strongly seriously recommand u to watch the movie again.. we shld think through wat the movie is trying to tell us..

i gt the following teaching from the movie myself after watching it..
1) think before u do anything.. dun jus think abt the fun u have nw.. think of the 后果..
2) be brave to face the 后果, dun run away from it..
3) romance does not come easily..
4) dun think that running away from the problem, things will be solved.. its won't..
5) no matter wat happened sit down and think of solution..
6) do planning b4 having babies..
7) do the punishments given and dun go onto the wrong path again..

hope u ppl out there think b4 u do anything.. dun regret onli after somethings happened.. k.. every1 oso like to have a fairytale romance but not every1 on tis world can provide u that.. life still goes on.. we still need to work for living.. alot of things are not within our control and i think everything are fated.. dun think so much abt why something happened to u.. everything happen for a reason.. u may not c the reason nw but then sooner or lata u will understand.. jus wait for the time..

take care ppl.. remember to watch the movie "2 young".. nite nite.. slp le.. rmb do some reflection b4 u slp.. its gd for urself..