yoz, back to update a bit ba.. 1st time i c ppl scolding mi on blog.. but i dun think i give u a dam abt whatever he said.. and oso why took so long to reply after u read that post which i wrote for u???

anyway u can scold mi for all u wan la... i dun realli care... cos i cannot control ur mouth and oso i cannot control wat u wan to do... if u wan scold that scold lo... u wan come bash mi up i oso cannot stop u... but remember dun do it in camp... lata u tio charge to DB dun blame mi... wait for mi step out of camp then bash mi up... i everyday book out oso will stand at MRT station drink bubble tea for 1/2 hr...

haha... stop talking abt him le... yup... since tuesday i have been on off... cse jus finish ma... so took a few days off to rest lo... tis friday we are goin to celebrate edmund's birthday... haha... gd leh... gt celebration... haha... anyway i will go down to support them la... ya... ummm... oso nth to do ma.. everyday at home play play play... haha...

to pan xiong... wa lau.. dun say in public my english poor la... we all noe can le... c la... now every1 oso noe le... haha... lols... but u ppl understand wat i talking can le la... u noe wat our country is famous for??? SING-lish... lols... so ya... as long as ppl understadn us then ok le... haha... didn't noe u read my blog oso de wor... i seldom update de... always lazy to type... on comp onli start playing game le... ya...

kk... stop here... update next time... c u ppl again... take care... have fun in life everyday...

hi again to ppl who does read my blog... anyway today came home quite early to rest cos tml i will be super suer busy... 3 hrs to finish a 2 days work... power leh... but i not powerpuff gals or superman... so surely gt to rush till quite late... hope the ppl can give mi the result for compile eariler...then i dun need rush so much...

anyway the following things is write for some1 who does read my blog...

its to a guy la... not gal... so dun anyhow think... LOLS!!!!

below are the words that i want to tell him and hope tis words can make him realised that he made a mistake and pls dun make another mistake again...

i gt to noe tis gal 3 & 1/2 yrs back in my poly... back then i remember that she had a BF... to my knowledge their relationship had always been rocky and not stable... then i gt closer with the gal and mi gt tgt... BUT THEN!!!! i gt tgt with gal gal onli after she broke up wif u!!! if u noe i'm talking abt who.... its u...

i did not broke up u 2... i didn't and i wan u to know that she broke up with u back then was not because of the appearance of mi in her life... is she think that the relationship between u 2 cannot make it anymore... understand anot?? dun always think that alot of ppl in tis world owe u a living... no 1 does owe u a living... u have to fight for and put in effort to get wt u wan in life... nth will drop down from the sky and come straight in ur face if u dun work hard... i hope u understand...

then gal gal and mi broke up... she wen back to u... it was my choice back then to break up... i regretted... i tried to do thing to get her back into my life... i did watever i can... but in the end when i ask her for another chance she didn't even think twice before telling mi that she ONLI WANTS TO BE WITH U!!! all she hope for was the little bit of trust that u can give her... all the wan is the love and care u will give her...

u always say that she still have not forget abt mi... but have u sit down and think abt alot of things that happened... if she realli wan to betray u she will have done that long ago le... she doesn't need to wait till nw then betray u... so i hope u can understand that nw watever she think of is u... i hope u can realise how lucky u are to have her beside u all tis while... though she may have left ur side for a few months in the past but then the breaking up shld be a wake up call to u... the break up shld make u tresure her more when u have her nw... u shld love her more and care for her more...

i ca promise u that i will never ever try any ways to break up the 2 of u in the future as long as u treat her well... wat i wan to c is her been happy everyday... dun always think of something that never happen de... things that others said maybe fake!!! things that others do may be fake!!! but things that she done for u without u knowing is the fact...

i hope u can understand watever that i wan to say here and treat her gd in the future... dun jus always say break up... although u may be jus saying it at the time when u are angry with her but the damage u done for saying that will still hurt her... think before u say... think before u do... dun jus say and do things without thinking the pain and hurt u can cuase to the person who u are talking to... think before act cause something cannot be reverse and u may regret for ur life...

anyway i hope tis post in my blog can clear alot of u misunderstanding with mi and oso hope that u can noe how hoe she feel for u... she didn't do anything behind ur back... and i hope u will treat her gd and give her the happiness that she's looking for... thanks...

i hope the guy noe that tis post is jus written for hi to read... hope some day when we meet, we can be like frens... saying at least a "Hi" to each other... hope so ba...

ok ok... end le... take care ppl... i go slp le... tml is my busy day... take care... nitex!!

wa lau aaaa.... dam sian... from last sunday i will need to book in to camp on sat nite for the next 1 month... 2 duties and 2 live firing to go thru.. got so suay ma... everything pack together... veri shag de leh...

anyway last sat wen back to camp sunday was my duty... peaceful day... nth much happened... haha... great... at least nth happpen during duty mean gd news... haha... anyway dunno wat i thinking nw oso... veri confused...

maybe update when i have the mood to... go think of things that have bothered mi for the past 3 yrs le... dunno la... if i can i will still go thru the road that i wen thru... i onli regretted on giving up so easily... y didn't i held on to wat i used to had... nw say anything oso no use le...

TIME WILL NEVER GO BACK AND WE CAN ONLY LOOK INTO FUTURE!!!

ok.. since ah ma alrdy open her GOLDEN MOUTH to ask mi to post some happy things then i shld think of some happy things to put onto my blog for u ppl to c... ummm...

my life dam boring de so nth much to blog abt oso... everyday i come home to use comp... then slp.. next day wake up then go back camp... in camp work like dog... then lata try to find ways and means to twang (slack)... then when its time, i will jus disappear into thin air and quickly escape from the deadly camp.. hehe... walk out from rear gate back home... then again its the same old things that i do everyday...

then talking abt wkend... to alot of ppl they always dun believe that i never go out on wkend de... to them i'm the type of person that have alot alot frens and surely will go chiong during wkend de... but they are wrong.. hehe... i will jus stay home after comin home on friday nite then sat morning go market with aunt... then maybe slp and do some work at home for sat... sunday oso same as sat... slp and do some work... then its time to slp le lo... then its monday morning again...

LOLS!! boring rite??? but that's my life lo... i can actually throw away my HP de... when my HP rings... onli 2 type of ppl will call mi....
1st - army personal...
2nd - aunt & uncle (ask mi gt go home eat dinner anot)

aiyo... my fren circle used to be as big as singapore but nw its as small as the red dot on the world map... lols... last time i wen out was the BBQ to celebrate my ah ma's BD lo... lols... and i think i have nt step into town for more than half a yr le la... lols...

but nvm... singapore life cost is increasing everyday and ppl will have to pay more when they go out... so dun go out then can save more money le lo... i will always remember my promise i made to myself... haha... ok ok...

AH MA tis post nv emo le hor... but oso nth happy le... lols... ok ok... when happy things happen on mi then i will surely post for u to c de.. k.. lols... take care.. nite ppl... working time...

haix.. dam sad recently... dunno wat to say le.. ummm... recently alot of things need to settle... and my closest buddies in camp are goin to ORD soon... sad... :'(

sian de lo... sometimes oso nt my things then why they ask mi to settle... somemore its nt like a few hrs can finish the job de lo... they pass mi the things will take months to finish de... and its lke i need to settle them by tis wk... gd ar... kns!!! make mi work like dog... then some more gt to go outfield when i still need to settle the admin part for the course... i help ppl with theyir outfield training then who will give mi time to settle my admin part??? they will onli use mouth to say why u take so long to do ur work... then they will think they u are slacking and "EATING SNAKE" lo... haix... human mentally...

jus hope that things dun jam up at teh last min.. at least i can clear my work and do my thing then i happy le.. lols... dun care abt other things 1st... nth much to say le...

take care ppl... things are changing alot in my life... hope that there will be some1 who can understand and know wat's happening... but i dun think any1 will care oso... every1 is leading theur busy life... and with or without mi clock still ticks... days willl past... sun still rise... nth le.. take care... bb...

halo, today was not a busy day... but its a veri veri clamp day... when there's nth then seriously there's nth... but when i'm busy... then i veri dun even have time to talk... kns... they like to pack things tgt then give it to mi to rush... always like that... think i superman ar??? kns... rush once nvm... rush twice i still ok... wa lau... rush so many times... then if i nv meet their expectation then they F mi again... like my fault to nt get the work done like that...

anyway i do thing oso will think which is more important which is more urgent... comfirm is do the more urgent de 1st rite??? then if ur things are not as urgent then maybe i will jus get it done lata or tml la... dun think that i'm onli sitting down there doin ur things... i am dealing with the extire 2 courses de admin stuff... all the paper work... not like i always gt time to slack ard de lo... even if i gt time to slack its cos i plan my work and time lo... is i chiong to do my work early in the morning then i gt time to rest in the noon...

anyway i realised once again then frens will always remain as frens no matter wat happened... once u gave up on her and once that onli chance fly away then dun even think of getting another chance from her... i think i'm suitable to remain single... it shld be the best choice after all... single oso gt its own advantages... maybe when u don't hope for something to happen then u won't get disappointed that much... the lesser the hope the lesser the pain... its true... the higher the hope the heavier u will fall... the more pain u will suffer...

i decided not to input any hope on human beings... so that i won't suffer so much... not that i dun have the courage to face the problems that will arise... i dunno... but i jus dun wan to let others have any chance of making mi a fool again...

I AM JUS ANOTHER LIVING PERSON WHO IS LOOKING AIMLESSLY IN THIS EVER CHANGING WORLD NW...

WAT WILL I BECOME IN NEAR FUTURE NO 1 KNOWS... I CANNOT EVEN ANSWER MYSELF...

yoz ppl, after so long of living on this earth... have u ever thought abt tis question?? have u ever think that who can u ever raelli put hopes on abt ur future??? is it ur parents?? is it ur children??? ur sisters??? ur brothers??? ur best fren??? ur wife???

do u realli have the confident to realli put hopes on ur loved ones??? even if they are teh closest loved ones to u??? if u have some1 whom u can realli can trust and put hopes on, dun even give up on that person... cos u may not find another 1 on tis small planet anymore...

anyway today is SAF DAY... 1st july is SAF DAY for ur infomation if u dunno... so was involove in doin sercuity for the event... the event which onli actually last for 3 hrs made mi stand under the sun for abt 7 days... power rite??? waste time waste energy... some ppl may say its once a life time event that i can take part in... but to mi i rather dun have to take part in this type of event... tiring,draining,waste time... to mi la.. to others i dunno... but anyway its over le... no more that event for mi... the next BIG saf event is the AHM 2008... ARMY HALF MARTHON... 21km run in 2hrs... wa lau.. how to run... i not pro runner leh... surely die that day... august... thinking of getting MC then le.. dun waste my time... lols...

dam tired dun talk le... think tml gt time then write again...

time is the best medication to healing wounds...